Monday, August 31, 2015

My Little "Bookworm"

my daughter's fancy...books:-)

Among other things that my daughter is interested in, it is browsing books where she spends a lot of time more than playing with dolls and others toys. She cannot read yet. Furthermore, he could only mumble few words. But then, again it is books that  she mostly engage herself with.  

I would not just call it "genetic" (harharhar).  It started with the "OA" ( as in overacting whehhehe) mom in me just wanting to engage her with books as early as her fetal stage (now i can see your face shocked hahhahah).  I read stories to her as early 5 - 6 months inside my womb.  And when she came out, books are within her reach..inside her crib (with my 'supervision' )and on the floor so that she could just get anything everytime she feels like reading them.  

...And so while we watch TV at home, I catch her on the floor with her books.  Or when she seems to be so silent inside the room, I would peep and would see her reading not just those simple story books which she browsed at 1 to 2 year old.  Recently, she is browsing Catholic magazines (oh my) and books like "health and home" ( i guess she likes them... she looks like she is so engage in it).   She gets to choose what she likes to read.  She tears some of them and goes back to reading them despite the looks.  She just "reads". 

Well, at her very young age, I could not exactly tell what her impressions are since she does not verbally express them.  When I get to interfere at times, she would signal to dismiss me.  She just did not want anyone to interrupt.  She looked like thinking hard at a distance.  Though she would point some photos to me which for me is like asking me what they are.  So I would tell her about them until she would pull herself at one corner and continue with her sort of "reading" session.  

As a mom, of course, I am so proud of my "little bookworm" girl.  I get to engage her with some other activities though to balance things such as make her watch her favorite ABCD video and nursery rhymes and play with toys.  But toys usually fly up in the air and land somewhere else.  With books, she is so engaged and shall I call it so at peace and settled...

Other than that, she has neighbor friends who she spends some time in the afternoon to play with.  She would run, dance, pick tiny flowers, laugh and giggle with them, etc.  But then again...when she gets home...she would immediately pick up her ...books:-)

...way to go for my little bookworm girl:-)






Sunday, August 30, 2015

Greatest Fulfillment of all...being a Mother ...to Mikaela


with my little lady Maria Mikaela

If there is something that brings a lot of joy to me.... it is being a mother. Coming home from work every single work day in a week is a leap of expectation at those beautiful, sharp innocent eyes of my daughter.  As I enter the door, I would reshape myself into a high pitched clown calling her name with body movements such as dancing, shaking of body, waving my hand...and kissing her on the forehead.  A lot of times, when her nursery rhymes are played, I would sing and dance  which she gladly join with.  

And...ooops...even with the intense desire of embracing her, I just can't do that yet, not until I clean up and change my clothes. You see, I always arrive home really hungry, but a lot of times, I forget that just to be with her...hmmm spend time feeding her while I eat, and then dance like a ...again a clown and I love it when the house is bathed with her giggle and laughter...with tears...it truly heals a tired, overworked body ...:-)

After dinner, I see to it that I will be the one to change her clothes ...preparing her for bed...But not just straight to bed.  I spread her toys on the bed including books...I see to it that it's reading and playing time with her until the prayer before bedtime.  

One time after praying the rosary as a family, she stayed in between me and my husband while uttering and repeating the words : mama, papa and baby with her giggles... My husband followed by saying..."she has a concept of ...family". Another time after praying, she brought my hand to her lips and kissed it, place it on her cheek and kissed it again and put it on her forehead and kissed it again.  That gesture ...simply brought me to tears...just the simple joy and fulfillment of being a mother:-)   ...Just the little girl...a beautiful angel that came to us at God's perfect time...

PS...one day...in the future...she will read this...no matter the circumstance...at every step and stage of my daughter's life...she could always come back and read this...that when she came to us...she completed the concept .."family".


Tuesday, August 18, 2015

Profound or Not...I still call it...a "Love Affair" ...

https://www.tatepublishing.com/bookstore/book.php?w=9781613465134

This writing is something very profound for me...and simple...  You see after an intense experience of  months-long live out retreat themed after the life of St. Ignatius of Loyola, the founder of the society of Jesus, life has never been the same.  I felt like I have renewed my commitment with life... with God himself - feeling, seeing, doing things with new depth and meaning.

Just recently, a friend( who is still in the process of knowing who and what I am like) asked me if I am religious.  I hastily answered "let's just call it...a love affair with Jesus". I guess i shocked him with my answer.  I felt the same hahha. I felt truly nervous with that. But I can never deny the fact that what I had and went through in the journey was a beautiful friendship and love that I felt, not focusing on the so called tragedies but the presence of a God that simply wanted to make me see more of him.  Now that is something profound.

Whatever my friend meant with being "religious" still I connect with the relationship that I felt growing despite the challenges that I encounter every single day.  Establishing that friendship... hmmm a love affair is in itself a grace that I continue to feel.   Well, if I could only take out my heart and feel less I would do that.  But the thing is, I am never the same.  When God found me back in his arms, I felt like he was telling me..."I will never let you go treading that wrong path, squandering your energy into something else not "useful".  

And so even if that "love affair" meant intensely feeling life...feeling God's heartbeat in everything...I will never trade that for anything.  At the moment, I feel I found the greatest treasure of all...GOD.


I invite you to reflect with me?
1.  Where are you in your journey with God?
2.  Do you feel him today?

Listen...listen...listen...
God's grace be with you!:-) with all smiles and love:-)