For almost two weeks now, I have
kept my heart so close to myself. My
heart right now is my family – husband and baby and the home we keep and try to
move into the direction that it should go.
It is kind of overwhelming lately.
My small world has become bigger.
I realize that a wife and mother can do so much at sharing herself to
her family.
Everyday, I seem to be so
separate from the world outside of me.
Despite of that I feel that I have built an intense moment with where I
am. Every thing that I do seems to give
shape to loving. I don’t count nor be
conscious with how time flies so fast in a day.
One time my own sister has even teased and checked on me as to how I feel
about not having much time to spend outside of the house or go to the mall and
do the usual leisure / pleasurable stuffs that I love doing such as eat, watch
movie, stay in a corner of a café and
read a good book or surf the net. Hhmmm
as I write this things I seem to have missed them all but nothing is more
beautiful than nurturing a fragile human being nor be a man’s partner in the
building up of a home.
But you see I did respond to my
sister by saying “I have done so many things as a single person… ( and even
went outside of the country to really satisfy my own fancy – that I thought) but where I am right now (despite the physical
tiredness…hehe not really fatigue) is more meaningful to me.
I have never found such treasure in my entire
life than what I have right now. Thank You Dear God:-)
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