When i was single, i maintained a very neat small house. When I arrived home, i felt i could just hop on the couch when i was tired and just stretched my body, breathed really deep that i sometimes dozed off to sleep. When I woke up i turned on the stove, heated some food at the fridge or bought food at the nearest carenderia. I then turned ON the television set and watched some favorite programs while I ate my dinner. After that, I delayed washing plates and allowed myself to surf the net or read some books. I slept sometimes very late or very early when I was so tired.
I had my single life like that. But not now. Hmmm when I get home, I would immediately see something different the moment i enter the door. Toys are everywhere, plates and glasses on the table plus a dusty floor. The first time i realized that this time is very different, I wanted to scream since I was so tired from work and i knew that it is never the same. Yet when i saw how my baby looks at me and my husband misses me during the day ...or it may be the other way around hahhaha. I miss them so much. I thought the mess is nothing compared to the fun and joy they bring in my life...
I may not have such an orderly house at the moment. But I feel overjoyed at the love and the ray of God's sun every single day despite the many challenges that I encountered:-) Thank you dear God:-)
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